we Rants, Thoughts and Adventures: DUDE I'M DONE!

Things that I write in here are my thoughts, rants and experiences. If you take offense to anything read.. please let me know.. or just realize that I may not mean things the way they come across.. and if I do.. well it is a journal to vent my thoughts and expressions... so please take things lightly... though I will try to keep the bitching about others to a minimum... as there is enough bad karma in this world.. and I no longer want to add to that

Monday, April 25, 2005

DUDE I'M DONE!

So it is now 2am on Monday morning. Come 9am my stint at Crawford will be over. Though I am elated never to have to say PIPEDA again.... I am somewhat saddened... I mean I love the people I work with... they are all amazing... I really feel that some of us will be friends forever!
So above PIPEDA, here are a list of words I am overjoyed to never say again:
1) Seepage 2) Deductible 3) PIPEDA 4) Comprehensive 5) Collision 6) Based on the info provided 7) PIPEDA 8) Fault 9) Claim 10) The office is now closed 11) Broker 12) Courtier D'assurance 13) PIPEDA 14) HERMES 15) Adjuster 16) HERMES 17) Vin # 18) PIPEDA.. Did I mention PIPEDA.. heheheh
Tomorrow I am going to try and stay awake til at least 9pm. That way I can go back to bed at a normal time and not be forced to watch those ooberly and easily exited people on The Shopping Channel and ponder how I could have come this far without an automatic vegetable pealer.
I am so excited about Friday night. It is going to be my going away thing at the Stampede in Kitchener and about 20 people have already RSVPd. I am really hoping that it will be soo much fun... I know that it will... I hope that it will.
Anyways... packing has started.. and so have the tears... it is funny.. I don't think I have really cried over any life decision more in my life. But unlike any tear I have shed before this date... these tears are not out of anger... upset... or victimization... but they are of sheer joy. These past few years have been the best and worst of my life... and through them I have been able to cross paths with so many wonderful souls... I am grateful for their friendships... their kindness... for them.
I know that I am definetly no longer the green and naive young PK that I first was when I traveled to KW. A lot has happened to and for me these past years and have allowed me to grow spiritually, physically and emotionally. Though I may sometimes disapprove of the choices I made to get here... I will never regret them since they are apart of me and have helped me grow into the person that I am.
I am and forever will be grateful to those that have stayed by my side and have loved me unconditionally. To those people.. you know who you are... words can not express my gratitude... my respect... my love for you.
LOL you know that you are pathetic when you are sitting at a computer in the middle of the night... crying... because you are overwhelmed with joy.. and fear for what is about to come.
So with that... I sign off...
My final night at Crawford has been an emotional one... thank heavens I am alone!
This year was the best one ever for me... I have been able to grow and mature... and say without hesitation... that I am proud of who I am and where I am going.
Cheers

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