Sadness :'(

So here I sit disheartened and disillusioned. I think that after all of the problems that I have seemed to encounter lately... the novelty of Korea is rapidly fading. No... scratch that... the novelty has not worn off... the thought that by using a recruiter my stress level would be lessened is wearing off. I am tired :'(.
I am tired of having to chase the recruiting firm around to see if I have a job... I am tired of not knowing where I stand... I am tired of being passed over because the company wants a male... I am having a bad day :'(
I know that this is supposed to teach me patience... but I am feeling dejected.
I just want everything to be over and done with... I hate being in limbo... one can only be in the dark for so long.
I want to be done with Crawford... I am tired of petty people and their petty problems.
I just want to go home and cry.