we Rants, Thoughts and Adventures: Dont rock the boat

Things that I write in here are my thoughts, rants and experiences. If you take offense to anything read.. please let me know.. or just realize that I may not mean things the way they come across.. and if I do.. well it is a journal to vent my thoughts and expressions... so please take things lightly... though I will try to keep the bitching about others to a minimum... as there is enough bad karma in this world.. and I no longer want to add to that

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Dont rock the boat

I know that since I have only 1 month left here at Crawford I should just bite my tongue and "not rock the boat".. but I am finding that it is becoming extremely difficult for me to sit idoly by as I am being insulted and judged. I know that Crawford is a great place to work.. I mean hey I should get referral fees for all the people I have given the boss' email too... but like any company.. it has its kinks that need to be worked out.
The main issue is that.. well since it is shift work and your supervisor can not always see you.. they leave error msgs and lists of what you have done wrong in your inbox. I dont know about you.. but there comes a point when you have gotten so many msgs of the reprimanding sort that you are disheartened even opening your inbox.
I am fully aware that I am fallible.. I mean hey I own the Chelsea moments.. that being said... I strongly feel that Crawford doesnt even give you the benefit of the doubt... it doesnt even seem to cross their mind that their may have been a computer glitch... or mitigating circumstances surrounding the "logged error" incident.
I know that I shouldnt rock the boat.. since I am soooo close to leaving... especially on good terms... but find that I am becoming more and more upset and hurt by this lack of confidence lately. I really need to grow a thicker skin.
Combined with the fact that I am on graveyards this week (11pm-9am).. so im soo tired... and basically over sensitive... I think that sending me the msg that they did... well wasnt the brightest of ideas.
I just have to keep reminding myself that I have one month.. one month left. Calm blue ocean.... Calm Blue Ocean... CALM BLUE OCEAN!@#@!

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

You can make it Chelsea! You are so close to being finished with Crawford.

2:13 PM

 

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